I decided a little post-work nap was needed, so I headed to bed to go read and rest for awhile.
Unfortunately, I couldn’t get my body to settle. For about an hour or so, I would sleep for about 15 or 20 minutes and then need to get up and use the restroom. I hadn’t really had a lot to drink, so it was obvious that my body was trying to flush something out of my system. After 4 or 5 trips to the bathroom, my body finally settled down and I was able to get in a nap. It turned out to be a much longer nap than planned, but I din’t really have anything else to do I suppose.
When I woke up, I was feeling fairly defeated. However, within about 5 minutes a little diddy that has seen me through some very tough times popped in my head. This, along with the serenity prayer, were often my mantras in my teens and early 20s when things were at their worst.
It was just what I needed today and will hopefully be of some help to someone else.
By the way, after going to get something to eat, I’m writing this while sitting on my bike getting some exercise minutes in.
Don’t Quit by Edgar Guest
When things go wrong, as they sometimes will,
when the road you’re trudging seems all uphill,
when the funds are low and the debts are high,
and you want to smile but you have to sigh,
when care is pressing you down a bit – rest if you must, but don’t you quit.
Life is queer with its twists and turns.
As everyone of us sometimes learns.
And many a fellow turns about when he might have won had he stuck it out.
Don’t give up though the pace seems slow – you may succeed with another blow.
Often the goal is nearer than it seems to a faint and faltering man;
Often the struggler has given up when he might have captured the victor’s cup;
and he learned too late when the night came down,
how close he was to the golden crown.
Success is failure turned inside out – the silver tint of the clouds of doubt,
and when you never can tell how close you are,
it may be near when it seems afar;
so stick to the fight when you’re hardest hit – it’s when things seem worst, you must not quit.