CFDA/Vogue Fashion Fund & Streaming Commercials

img-holdingcfdafinalistsfinal_19285864363Every year, the CFDA / Vogue Fashion Fund hold a competition featuring some of the best “new” designers in the world of fashion and award a really awesome grand prize.

It’s kind of like Project Runway, but instead of being in a “made-for-TV” environment, these are people designers and businesses that are living mostly in the regular world *and* trying to win the Fashion Fund competition.

The “judging” panel is also pretty stacked with some amazing people from the fashion industry, including Anna Wintour.

Being a huge Project Runway fan, I should have loved this show.

I didn’t — and there were a couple of key reasons why.

First, the show was an “Amazon Prime” exclusive and instead of releasing the entire season all at once, they decided to only release one episode at a time. I do not understand streaming services that do this. If it was somehow time sensitive, it might make sense. But the project finished filming months ago. Release the whole season at once.

Second, even though I already paid for Amazon Prime, the show had commercials. And, not just a pre-roll and a post-roll. It felt like every five minutes there was a commercial break and there were at least 4 or 5 commercial breaks in the 40 minute show. Besides the fact they existed, the most annoying thing about the commercials was that it was the same 3 brands on every commercial break. One of the brands played the most annoying music in every commercial. I don’t think a commercial has ever caused me to have a negative view of a brand until this show.

Third, it seemed as if the show was being awkwardly edited to create unnecessary drama. Especially since the awards had already been handed out months earlier, it was easy to see online who had won and many of the judges interviews and comments felt like they were trying to create a swerve.

I hope if they chose to air it again that they will make some changes. I might give it another chance, but not if it’s the same.

I thought things had changed

The following is a very personal post that I felt was necessary to write after seeing my Facebook feed literally flooded with posts about a specific trial in Palo Alto and its conclusion this past week. We live in a culture that despite all its good things still has so much imbalance.

When I turned my step-father in for sexual abuse way back in 1985, I had total “white knight” syndrome. I thought that since the secret was out, things would get “better”. In many, many ways the three years after my step-father was arrested were worse than the three years he was committing the abuse.

One of the most horrible parts about the whole experience was the “justice” system. While there was little physical evidence of the abuse, other evidence was pretty overwhelming and for various reasons my step-father decided to plead guilty to what he did. He had a really good lawyer and they were able to work out a pretty sweet deal with the prosecution that significantly reduced almost all the charges against him — and his culpability.

I never understood how this was allowed to happen and for years I was quite angry about it.

Today, unfortunately, my Facebook news feed is filled with Facebook shares of a similar story. You can read about the sentence here, but the synopsis is that a wealthy, white boy with a good lawyer was somehow able to convince a judge that even though he had been found guilt of three counts of felony sexual assault, he only deserved 6 months in “jail”. Given California’s jail over-population issue, it’s likely he’ll probably not even serve the entire 6 months.

This story has literally made me physically ill. I feel so much empathy for the young lady who will not only have to deal with the after effects of the assault for the rest of her life, but will also have to deal with knowledge that this judge put her attacker’s worth over her own. The judge said he feared for the attacker’s safety in prison and didn’t feel he deserved a prison sentence given that it was his first offense.

photo-1434873740857-1bc5653afda8The woman at the center of this case, known as “Emily Doe” to protect her anonymity, delivered a really powerful statement post-sentencing that you can read here. What she said at the end was this:

“And finally, to girls everywhere, I am with you. On nights when you feel alone, I am with you. When people doubt you or dismiss you, I am with you. I fought everyday for you. So never stop fighting, I believe you. Lighthouses don’t go running all over an island looking for boats to save; they just stand there shining. Although I can’t save every boat, I hope that by speaking today, you absorbed a small amount of light, a small knowing that you can’t be silenced, a small satisfaction that justice was served, a small assurance that we are getting somewhere, and a big, big knowing that you are important, unquestionably, you are untouchable, you are beautiful, you are to be valued, respected, undeniably, every minute of every day, you are powerful and nobody can take that away from you. To girls everywhere, I am with you. Thank you.”

To that I would add that I am here too. It’s now been 30 years since my own “trial” with the judicial system. I am proof that regardless of the injustice, life goes on.


Why aren’t you listening to The West Wing Weekly?

WestWingWeekly-1500x1500[1]If you asked me to name my top 10 television shows, The West Wing starring Martin Sheen, Rob Lowe and many others, would certainly be on that list and likely in the top 5. I’ve watched every episode several times and there are episodes and clips that I will pull up on Netflix when I need a specific inspiration.

I was super excited a few months ago when I heard that Josh Molina, who played Will Bailey on the show from 2002-2006, was going to be the co-host of a new podcast called The West Wing Weekly.

The podcast is fairly formulaic. For the first “half” of the podcast, Josh and co-host Hrishikesh Hirway dissect the episode talking about the highlights and lowlights, themes and plots. They share audio clips when appropriate. They talk a lot about Aaron Sorkin and his influence on the writing, the actors, etc.

The second “half” of the podcast usually includes a special guest. The guest portion of the show has absolutely been the best part of each episode so far. They’ve had a few of the actors from the show (Dule Hill, Janel Moloney, Richard Schiff), one of the costume designers, a writer, and a couple of other guests.

After listening to the first couple of episodes, I decided that I was going to ration my watching of The West Wing in time with The West Wing Weekly podcast. For the past 8 weeks, I’ve been watching an episode of The West Wing on Netflix and then listening to an episode of The West Wing Weekly, and it’s been amazing.

They have only done 10 episodes so far, and there is plenty of time to get caught up.


Bob Goff’s Living Room

Several months ago, Bob Goff posted on Instagram and on Twitter that he was hosting a little event in San Diego. It was going to be called “Living Room” and only 50 spots would be available.

There weren’t a lot of details, just an invitation.

I’ve learned over the past couple of years that these events without a lot of specifics often turn into the best times. When we are able to give up control and just open up our hearts and minds to the possibilities, amazing things happen.

First, Bob and Sweet Maria are probably two of the most awesome hosts you could ever hope to meet.

Bob’s team of “women in black / men in black” did an amazing job keeping us all together and all on schedule.

Bob’s friends that he invited to speak to us and share their hearts with us were absolutely fantastic.

Most of what was discussed will not be shared. Bob had invited us all into his home and that made us family and there are things you share with family that are special and you keep private.

I will share a few key takeaways for me:

  • Instead of asking people superficial questions, get real with the people in your life. Ask them tough questions:
    What do you put your hope in?
    What are you passionate about?
    What are your dreams and how can I help you get there?
  • The world needs to hear our stories, especially the ones that show our broken-ness. Often times, we feel like we can only share with the world our super hero capes and all the good spots in our lives, but what really can draw people both closer to us and closer to Christ is seeing our rough spots. People need equals in their lives to walk with them.
  • We hold too tightly to who we are and where we are at in life. Until we are willing to let go, we can’t move forward and be the person that God wants us to be.

I thankfully was able to take a full week of work, which gave me time in San Diego both before and after the event. I did a lot of writing after the event to really think about what fears are holding me back from being who I want to be, and how I want to move forward with my life.

Bob is having another Living Room event in May in Disneyland. Part of me wishes I could go and be part of both!

My favorite podcasts

podcasts-are-awesomeI mentioned that I recently installed the Pocket Casts app, which means that I’ve been listening to a lot of podcasts again.

I love listening to podcasts, and my mix is fairly eclectic.

These are my current favorites:

  • The Moth Podcast – The Moth is like the memoir version of TED. People go on stage and tell stories about their lives. Those stories are recorded and then The Moth Podcast plays some of the best. Many of these stories quite literally make me laugh out loud.
  • Startup by Gimlet Media – I’m somewhat torn about including this on the list, but I’m super hopeful for the future. I *loved* Season 1, but Season 2 was a big disappointment. One of the big difference between Season 1 & Season 2 was that Season 1 was almost real-time where Season 2 was kind of like a post-mortem talking about things that had happened a year or more earlier.
  • This American Life – “From WBEZ in Chicago, it’s This American Life.” If you like listening to random stories about things happening in the U.S. (and sometimes around the world) This American Life is great.
  • Action Army Podcast – A relatively new podcast from my friend Jason Zook (also occasionally includes his partner Caroline Kelso). He talks about his entrepreneurial experience and gives advice on how his listeners can take action in their own lives — whether it’s personal or business.
  • Serial – It’s hard to catch lightning in a bottle twice. Serial Season 1 was awesome. Serial Season 2 is good, but not great. Both seasons are definitely worth a listen.

Podcast review: A great way to listen to podcasts on Android

Years ago, I used to listen to a lot of podcasts. I would mostly listen to them at work, and I used iTunes.

One of the apps on the “do not install” list at my current job is iTunes, and I’ve struggled to find a podcast app that I really liked — especially one that worked well on Android.

About six months ago, I saw someone mention a podcast app called Pocket Casts. They mentioned it wasn’t free, but it was totally worth paying the $3.99.

There were a handful of podcasts that I had started listening to again (Serial, some of the stuff from Gimlet Media, and a few others), so I decided it was worth it to at least try.

I’m super happy I tried it out. I love this app. Searching for podcasts you know about is super easy, and it also has a great “discovery engine” to find podcasts that you might be interested in watching.

The app makes queuing up a playlist super smooth, which makes it super easy to set up an hour or two of episodes.

When I grow up, I want to be Aretha Franklin

A few days ago, a video of Aretha Franklin went viral. It’s pretty awesome.

Carole King was being honored with a Kennedy Center Award and Aretha Franklin came to perform “Natural Woman”, which was co-written by Carole King.

The performance is pretty mind-blowing. compared to her younger years, you could say that Aretha may have lost some of the power in her voice, but she’s lost none of the ability to command a stage and bring an audience to its feet.